It is approximately a year, I keep this feeling to him.. I've fight so much to withstand this feeling.. and I keep thinking of him till now.. and I almost forget the other person.. until he make a call to me.. then only I realized that I supposed to think of him, not the other..
I realize now that it is hard to say 'I love you' to him, since my love towards him is.. gone.. And now I'm with him just because I appreciate all that he have done in our relationship. He gives me so much that now I refuse to leave him..
It is weird that I still love this other person.. after over a year I keep fighting to take away this feeling towards him.. But still.. he keep lingering in my mind.. I always wondering.. Is he still have the same feeling towards me, the same feeling as I do? Let the time reveals everything..
Now, I keep my life like this: Stay with him, but inside loving the other. At the same time, I'll neutralize this feeling towards the other, as long as I can..
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