I'm Crying...

I barely can't take it! And I've cried, it's just like that my heart is going to burst! Oh God, help me to stand such situation...

I have no one to share 'bout this, even if I have one, he/she will not understand.. I carry this burden alone, correction, with Jesus.. Only He the True Friend that will stand beside me whenever I fall..

I should just shut my eyes and command my mind to sleep! But I have this difficulty to sleep at night.. My mind tends to think about him.. How can I get rid of you out of my mind??! Can you just get out of my mind??! How I wish that it will be easy as we blurt it out..

Be calm my dear~ Someday, this will comes to an end!!!