Over a year ago, I fall in love to him.. Within a year I control myself not to continuously fall in love into him.. And this April 21 is our third anniversary.. But my heart is not there any more.. Such feeling is very hurting.. Knowing that you're lying to others, especially the one that loves you much, is totally a worst feeling that I ever had..
He said to me just now, before we dismiss.. If someday that you'll leave me, I will not ask why did you leave me, your plan afterwards (being a religious or finding another partner, but still you can tell me, if you want to), and I pull back my words that I'll find the person who takes you from me.. But still, I'll love you so much, until now, I love you with all my heart.. The moment he speak such words to me, I was touched.. and confuse..
And at the same, earlier day (1:30am), I've spoken to the other.. There's so much we discussed.. Heart-to-heart.. And I realize that we both suffer from this feeling: LOVE..
I only can pray and hope that the situation is restored..
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